Ever had one of those days where everything just goes right, everything in your life feels in place, and you're just happy?

Yeah, me neither.

Where's mah gift?

Nah, really, it's just 19th. 18, 20, and 21 are big ones, 19 is pretty meh. Ah well.

Looking back on the past year makes me think a bit. I think a lot of people would say I've gone backwards a good deal (going from college to high-shool-esc to nothing for one), but I think I've made some amazing mental growth. I feel like a very different person then I as a year ago, that I've made progress that I can only compare to when I was 12 and stopped being the school cry-baby. Back then, bullies started to leave me alone, not because I would ignore them (GOD that never works), but because I just didn't take it anymore and I made it clear, while just being me and proud of it. I'd accepted who I was as a person, and stopped caring what other people thought. These days, I'm just not taking it from life in general, and am letting nothing stand in my way of my own happiness and mental well-being. While I'm not saying my life is now perfect or anything, I feel like I'm in the best place I've ever been mentally, and that I might actually be moving forward with myself for the first time in a long time.

Are birthdays supposed to be a time for reflection? I don't know, I just know th-- GIFTS AND FOOD! GOTTA GO!

*Runs off*

Not only can I not draw, I practically can't think sinc my last entry almost two months ago. I haven't drawn a thing since then, and I can't even seem to work on my story at all, I've gotten maybe two ideas in two months, and that's no good. Stupid brain being fickle. Ah well, it will come back, and I can't wait for it to do so.

On a side note, my birthday's on the 27th, yay!

It's been over a month since I even made a journal, so I figured I'd do SOMETHING. I put a couple new pictures in my scraps, nothing amazing. Figured maybe someone might like to see what I've been up to (I'm looking at you Smeet).

Happy 4th, go blow up something nice. I know I will be.

I got a new jo, I got a new job...

I work at Jamba juice now, it's less then a mile from my house so it's super easy to get there. Unfortunately all I got to do aaaaall dy was dishes, it was so busy there wasn't any time to train me. Oh well.

YAY PAYCHECK AGAIN!